Sex Education

I was introduced to the sex industry at a very young age in my life. When I was 8 years old, my older sister snuck into my Uncle Clems bedroom and found his stash of Hustler magazines hidden beneath his bed. I was in disbelief that a person was comfortable showing her nude body parts to the world without any reservation and look comfortable doing it. As the years passed on, so did my education in the sex world. The first X-rated tape that I saw was at the age of 14....late in life for some but too damn early for others. I was visiting with a friend and she wanted to go visit her "love" interest, which we did. Once we arrived at his home, his oldest brother was in the basement watching a tape that consisted of a woman sucking a man's dick....the same man eating the woman's pussy and so on. My friend was comfortable enough to critique and make comments about the movie in the presence of her "love" interest, but me...Ms. Shy and reserve found myself in a rather uncomfortable situation. Twenty minutes later, my friend and her man were in the other room fucking. That also was the first time I heard the sounds of "live" sex.

I had the pleasure of working with some of the greats in the magazine and porn industry. Tawny Peeks (I can't remember her breast size, I will have to get that information to you at a later time.) She was 4ft 8in tall and had the breast the size of watermelons. I remember "Tawny" telling me she couldn't wait for the day that she got out of the industry, her heart was set on having a breast reduction. She is now a size 32A. The last time I saw Tawny, she was on a local news broadcast, explaining how happy she was that she is now out of the industry and proudly carries her breast around, without backpain.

Within the past 2 years, I have been approached by several movie producers to partake in...ummmm....extracurricular activities with the camera and strange men, I kindly declined the offers. There was and is no dollar figure that is great enough to show the entire world all of my intimate body parts. Believe it or not, I am still shy and reserved in some areas of my life.

My major in college was Mass Media Communications, I was always a writer and poet in my early days but there was something about reporting the news to the world that seemed to be the best fit for me. I wanted to be the next Connie Chung but better. I didn't realize how stiff my competition was at that time, but I soon found out as I began to apply for internships. I was fortunate enough to write for a social magazine back in 1989. I had the beauty segment and did my best with giving hair, makeup and clothing tips. I wrote two stories for that paper and then left abruptly when the 60 something year old publisher made an attempt to get me into his back office and perform illicit behaviors with my body. I never went back and unfortunately, my writing skills became dormant for a couple of decades. Don't get me wrong, I still wrote, but it wasn't to the public eye. It mostly consisted of favors for friends that may have had loved onces in jails, hospitals or other far away places. Damn I should have saved some of those works of art. Hallmark didn't have shit on me!!!

I'm more than certain my college professors never expected my writing life to continue in the form that I bring to you as often as I do. I'm sure Professor Higgins would be completely shocked. He once told me "You have passion with your writing!" I just don't think he meant this way! Today, when I present porn videos or nude photos for your viewing, it more than likely affects me differently than it may affect you. For me it's a form of educational analytics. I study them as opposed to watch them from the angel of sexual enticement or pleasures. With that being said....."It's Movie Night!"

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