I'm working on my fifth month of not being fucked. It's not that bad, I still have my daily orgasms...three or more to be exact. But there is nothing like a strong man's hold and touch that will bring a person even more pleasure. Trust and believe, I will be fucked within, let's see....1, 2, 3, 4....ummm 28 days. His ass is waiting on me and I am surely waiting on him. My pussy has been marinating for the past few months and the seasoning is just right for his taste. As you know, I don't like to anticipate how things will be, yet I can't help but to daydream when his dick meets my pussy after 14 years of waiting. I don't mind the long travel that I will have to endure to be in his naked embrace again.
It's very uncommon that I would rekindle a relationship with an ex-lover of mine but Roger and I are different. We didn't end on bad terms, we loved each other and we were and still are in love with each other. Just so happen...Life Happened. Because this is a past relationship embarking on new territory there are a few things that we surely need to discuss before I get the opportunity to *squirt* my ecstasy. It's imperative that I tell Roger what my true thoughts and feelings are. I don't need to talk with him about it. I need to *talk at him*. You know how it goes...this is when you run your damn mouth and don't listen to shit the other person is saying until you've gotten everything off your chest. Yeah, that's what I need to do. I expect to have a couple glasses of wine in tow, not that I need to be intoxicated to say what's needed but it will increase the marination of my flowing pussy juices. By the time I'm done talking at him and acquiring a solid understanding...I am going to suck his dick so right that his ancestors will cum. That's a promise!!! It's wet!!!
PSSST...
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Friday, June 10, 2011
I was at the young age of 12 when I first witnessed it. Little did I know at that time it was the beginning of many episodes to come. Sean and Ricky somehow turned a tag football game into a fight over me. Hell, we were all 12 now that I think about it. Sean was my first boyfriend if you want to call it that! I think we began our innocent relatiionship at the ripe age of 4. I saw Sean about 14 years ago and he wanted to try to begin an adult relationship, but there was just something about him still being in the same place some 30 years later. Nice guy, but I have a problem with people that have become somewhat frozen in life. As for Ricky, he became vertically challenged when we reached the age of 15 and as most of you know, I like the big fellas! He didn't and doesn't have a chance.
As my age matured, the fights became worse. Let's see... there was Jesse and Kevin...James and David...David and Tommy (2 different David's)Roger and Keith; Roger and Jim; Roger and Mark; Roger and David; Roger and whoever!!!That's right Roger had it like that! He wasn't a dick shover(forcing the dick into the pussy)He was gentle and understood foreplay, Roger knew where to touch my body as well as my mind. As I've stated previously, when a man has my mind, everything else is simple, or is it? Hmmm, let me think ..................................................Hell Naw!!! it becomes more intense, more complicated. Age is now a factor. The fights that took place were more verbal than physical. I didn't like being caught in the middle (then or now). It's a simple yet delicate process how I find myself entangled in these circumstances. I will explain: Dallas meets man, man sends hired actor to meet Dallas. Man's hired actor is perfect for Dallas, time goes on and hired actor is fired..man now becomes complacent, boring, and a pain in the ass for Dallas..Dallas becomes bored and begins communicating with her *back pocket* items. Man #1 realizes Dallas is happy again....hmmmm, complacent ass mothafucka....hmmm...Man#1 realizes there is a 3rd party and now realizes his fuck-up. Man#2 is cool about the situation because Dallas didn't take away "his" right by informing him of the situation. Both men want Dallas (they fight). What do I do? More than likely, I will walk away from both. Why? Man#1 more than likely will respond to any situation if and only it puts him in a compromising situation. He won't make a move other than that and Man #2 was merely a band-aid for me, something to pass the time with.
It's been a few years since I've been in a bit of a triangle, but we all know that history will eventually repeat itself. But wait!!!! You would be so proud of me...seriously! History repeats itself, but it's also a great opportunity to learn from your mistakes! It's funny how life will happen for you, especially when you think you have a handle on everything. I found myself in the company of two men from two different states. One I loved and the other I was in love with for 20 years and found that my love for him grew daily. One I wanted and the other I needed and wanted. One that could tell me to sit my ass down and it was surely to start a fight and the other that could tell me to sit my ass down and I would do just that. It takes a powerful person and keen understanding for anyone to tell my ass what to do and for me to do it without reservation. So with that being said, my decision was made gracefully......but as life would have it,
To Be Continued...
PSSST...
As my age matured, the fights became worse. Let's see... there was Jesse and Kevin...James and David...David and Tommy (2 different David's)Roger and Keith; Roger and Jim; Roger and Mark; Roger and David; Roger and whoever!!!That's right Roger had it like that! He wasn't a dick shover(forcing the dick into the pussy)He was gentle and understood foreplay, Roger knew where to touch my body as well as my mind. As I've stated previously, when a man has my mind, everything else is simple, or is it? Hmmm, let me think ..................................................Hell Naw!!! it becomes more intense, more complicated. Age is now a factor. The fights that took place were more verbal than physical. I didn't like being caught in the middle (then or now). It's a simple yet delicate process how I find myself entangled in these circumstances. I will explain: Dallas meets man, man sends hired actor to meet Dallas. Man's hired actor is perfect for Dallas, time goes on and hired actor is fired..man now becomes complacent, boring, and a pain in the ass for Dallas..Dallas becomes bored and begins communicating with her *back pocket* items. Man #1 realizes Dallas is happy again....hmmmm, complacent ass mothafucka....hmmm...Man#1 realizes there is a 3rd party and now realizes his fuck-up. Man#2 is cool about the situation because Dallas didn't take away "his" right by informing him of the situation. Both men want Dallas (they fight). What do I do? More than likely, I will walk away from both. Why? Man#1 more than likely will respond to any situation if and only it puts him in a compromising situation. He won't make a move other than that and Man #2 was merely a band-aid for me, something to pass the time with.
It's been a few years since I've been in a bit of a triangle, but we all know that history will eventually repeat itself. But wait!!!! You would be so proud of me...seriously! History repeats itself, but it's also a great opportunity to learn from your mistakes! It's funny how life will happen for you, especially when you think you have a handle on everything. I found myself in the company of two men from two different states. One I loved and the other I was in love with for 20 years and found that my love for him grew daily. One I wanted and the other I needed and wanted. One that could tell me to sit my ass down and it was surely to start a fight and the other that could tell me to sit my ass down and I would do just that. It takes a powerful person and keen understanding for anyone to tell my ass what to do and for me to do it without reservation. So with that being said, my decision was made gracefully......but as life would have it,
To Be Continued...
PSSST...
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