Third Times a Charm!!!

"I do not like long-distance relationships!" It may work for some of you guys but for me it is truly a challenge. Not that I'm driven to the point of infidelity but sometimes I want to hold my man when I feel like it, not when the opportunity presents itself. I gather my feelings come from previous experiences (obviously). The winter months are slowly creeping in and well......I'm trying to figure out which unpacked box is holding my heating blanket hostage. Roger and I are doing well with our reuniting, however, there comes a time to say hello and of course a time to say good-bye. The good-byes are the tough part. We have remained consistent with our communications and poured out our emotions to one another, yet it's impossible to hug your baby over the phone or computer.

"Do you really want to continue this? I've asked myself this question a few times over several months. Here is my answer: I love him and love conquers all!!! It amazes me how passionate one can become when emotions are involved...hence my ying/yang weekend with Roger. I use the term ying/yang because you can not have the good without the bad and vice versa. Before I tell you what happened between us, keep in mind that it takes an awful lot of bullshit to piss me off to the point of screaming, yelling and on a really bad day throwing. It's been a while since I had a temper-tantrum. You usually don't walk away from those with any style or grace.

I was so excited to know that Roger would be coming to town this weekend. The anticipation of his scent excited me. It's not always about sex with us, his natural scent actually brings me comfort (pheromone shit). I made the necessary provisions so that our limited time would not be compromised and was on my way to see my baby......that's when all hell broke loose. Here's my advice....if you're new to an area and not familiar with your surroundings, I beg you to please use either your GPS locator or Google Maps. I beg you....please do not use that "other shit!" That "other shit" caused a big ass fight between Roger and I and boy did it get ugly!!!! We yelled at each other, used horrible levels of profanity and I even called him a few choice words silently and please know he genuinely returned the favor to me as well. The fighting continued for 45 minutes or more, I lost 2 cigarettes in the midst of the bickering...the 1st one I threw out the window (yay me) and the 2nd one ended up on the dashboard, which tells me I more than likely threw it. It's bad when you don't recall how certain things happen. We were both at a level 9 that day (10 being the highest level of anger). Bottom line....I found my baby and when I was close in his embrace, all the yelling, cussing and smoke throwing that we had just experienced...didn't matter!!! I actually learned a lot from that experience.

Lesson:
1. Don't smoke while angry
2. Use GPS or Google Maps
3. Roger still doesn't tolerate too much of my bullshit
4. I won't tolerate much of Roger's bullshit
5. Make-up Sex is still the greatest thing since sliced bread
6. He was worth the 45 minute "lost in translation" drive
7. Love Conquers All even Long-Distance Relationships

So this is my third time around the "long-distance" relationship corner and you know what....Yeahhhhhhh, I want to continue this! He's worth it!!!


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